Ashton’s role in the essentially ensemble Fresh Meat couldn’t be further removed from the real-life character she plays in her latest film, Dreams Of A Life, directed by Carol Morley, who was BAFTA-nominated as Best New Director for The Alcohol Years (2000).
An extraordinary and haunting mixture of investigation, original testimony and recreation – “a docu-feature, I think they’re calling it,” says Ashton – Dreams Of A Life puts figurative flesh on the bones of a notorious tabloid story from 2003 concerning Joyce Vincent, a rather mysterious woman who was found dead in her Wood Green flat, her body having remained undiscovered for a shocking three years.
Recalls Ashton: “I’d just done a play at the Soho Theatre in which, strangely enough, I played a woman who’s afraid to leave her bedsit, and one of the casting team had been to see it. Nearly a year later, they sent me a breakdown of what the film was. I read it and sent back literally a three word email: ‘This is me”.
Ashton filmed her portrayal of Joyce in just two weeks, referring almost exclusively to an extensive visual brief given to her by Morley. What she didn’t do, on Morley’s adamant instruction, was watch any of the interviews with the various real-life people who flitted in and out of Joyce’s life that, in the final film, punctuate the recreated flashbacks, especially of the 80s when she was involved in the London music scene.
“The point,” says Ashton, “is that pretty much everyone’s accounts of her are contradictory; you can’t really zone into any one person’s remembrances of her because they so differ. That was very clever of Carol, because as an actor that would probably have been the first thing I’d have sought out.
“All I really needed were the facts as she gave me because in the end, the rest was mystery especially in terms of the different faces she showed to different people. What’s fascinating is now seeing what, for me, is a new film, not at all like the one I made in such isolation.”
Ashton – whose other recent film credits include St Trinian’s 2 (2009) and Blitz (2011) in which she played a coke-addicted South London policewoman – describes Dreams Of A Life as “the proudest moment of my career so far in terms of the process and the film that has resulted from it.”
She cites, in particular, a scene around halfway through the film where she has to sing. “It’s the moment where, and Carol puts it brilliantly, we see that Joyce could have perhaps been a star. This was the moment at which I felt I was at my strongest and most sensitive as a performer dealing with this subject matter. I call it ‘the layer of skin missing’ moment.”
Her hardest scene was, she thinks, during the filming of the thriller Blitz: “I’m supposed to have been on a crack cocaine binge and the scene kept being put back and back. So there I was rolling around on this cold floor trying to stay in the zone. It’s always nice to learn what you’re capable of. I’d done a lot of research with ex-addicts, but it was still really hard.”